as the night draws its last moan, im waiting by myself alone. yet another distance that cant be reached.
"your embrace, utterly unobtainable."
is that where this desire stems? the thought races by, laced in pain onset by misery.
these hands shiver as they write your name; they grasp any means to rationalize ways felt inside when imagining what it must be like to look into your eyes.
words fall flat as they are exchanged; cold skin as we wonder when we will talk next. every interaction is a risk sprinkled with anxiety and fear of a future that may not exist.
"wear the mask, mimic the walk. everything will be OK. just keep internalizing this and wait, good things will come your way."
maybe ill be there, maybe i wont. maybe ill see you in a different state of existence.
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